and when the winds were stirring i was fast asleep and with my stomach burning dread we fell in deep and if i didnt realize when i needed to be by your side and if i knew the language i wouldn’t need to lie and if i knew the cage and if i had the key there wouldnt be a day id spend in quiet agony if i could go back if i could just see what it was that made my heart this weak and buried me

so nici fly away to portland! we know you'll shake up the distortion so nici lets go back to crowtown please stay safe, dear dear nici fly away to new york we know youll figure out how it works dear nici lets go onto grasstown please stay safe dear! said: i'm scared im gonna lose you to it and it's stifled but it come thru it i cant stop worrying about you. 'n it means something... so nici fly away to portland! we know you'll shake up the distortion so nici lets go back to crowtown please stay safe, dear dear nici fly away to new york we know youll figure out how it works dear nici lets go onto grasstown please stay safe dear!

shut up, be quiet! i’m trying to make a point i’m trying to convince people in general that i can’t help the way that i am my voice doesn’t work right when i talk it always comes out harsh and people don’t listen to the sweet words i try to say so I said, so tense and seeming flawless, why I said i don’t know what to say this time she asks im scared the way youre talking, man and I wish that i could make her understand and in there a shiver, organs now erased i know this body’s nothing but a place in there with sewing stitching hid away i know this body’s nothing but a place so hey man what do you think? do you think i would make a good stuffed animal? would the features of my face translate well to graceful simplicity on fabric could i stand at guard watching for flickers in the nightlight and providing comfort and softness to animals who like to read books?

for twenty years i’ve been a goner there’s half assed wit, and stupid song but all my love just can’t fit in my soul i dont wanna i dont want to feel like i’m some art school darling all kinds of locked up feelings bashing in the door i dont need it, i dont need to, i know i won’t be alone im not defined by what i’ve been through if i repeat this enough it’ll become true for twenty years i’ve been a goner there’s half assed wit, and this new song but all my love just can’t fit in my soul i wish i’d knew you when i was younger i might not be so fucked up but this is ours, and this is what we are

i live my life in a permanent brainfog i just believe you when you tell me i’m wrong and i’m easy to convince like a drug dog i live my life in a permanent brainfog and im sorry for complaining i just want some respect i miss all the friends that you told me to neglect and im tired of waking up feeling nauseous every day and i want to tell you but i know what you would say and i heard you tell your friends that i’m sad constantly but what you never realized is you always talk to me and i could put it in a song but you’d be singing along and you’d turn so skeptically sayin IS THIS ABOUT ME i live my life in a permanent brainfog maybe it starts when i wake up with a blunt and through the day i sip on a couple beers i live my life in a permanent brainfuck and i know i been complaining i just want your respect i miss all the friends that you told me to neglect and im tired of waking up feeling so scared every day and i’m sorry that i told you i shouldve known what you would say and i blocked you on tumblr and i blocked you on twitter and i blocked your fucking email so just leave me alone and i could put it in a song but you’d be singing along and you’d say sarcastically sayin IS THIS ABOUT ME

BIDDY FOX: ive got this new deal im thinkin of. if youre just sad, cooin like a morning dove. ive got respect, calming on my little lips. if theres a way, i can take the train love. its all down the drain love. and you say... i can take the train love. bitcrushed beneath a question i know i can get strange. theres a difference in our reality. i dont mean to run away. RILEY BUSHYTAIL: I don't know I'll be gone In a trance I can't stop In my room I'm alone In a trance I trust you BIDDY FOX: who the fuck would pick a name like beatrix? if i could go back and be beatific. I would be modern and made for merchandise although for some that might be a paradise and when i called you on the phone, i could hear the radio playing lisa loeb, it was Stay (I Missed You) and it made me miss you n then i shook my head and went home. ive never known ive never known how to say to be wanted's such a price to pay I think i'll just leave instead I think I'll just be dead i think, i... RILEY BUSHYTAIL: I don't know I'll be gone In a trance I can't stop In my room I'm alone In a trance I trust you CECILY RENNS: 이름따위는 버리고 이딴 도시에서 나가 살아있다는게 느껴질때까지 너를 계속 사랑하고 싶어 아프다해도 보고싶었어 너가 보고싶었어 너를 다시 만나려고 온 인생을 보냈어 그래 한심하게 들리겠지 올해 분명 우린 나아지겠지 나의 얼굴을 바라봐 도망가지 말고 나를 쳐다봐 (Throw away your name And get out of this city I want to keep loving you until I can feel that I'm alive Even if it hurts I missed you I wanted to see you I spent my whole life Trying to meet you again Yeah It might sound pathetic This year Surely, we'll get better Look at my face Don't away and look at me) Take the train to nowhere Everything is breaking This world is a nightmare But you and I'll be alright

What's the first album I fell in love with? I would like to say it's one of those cool rock band records But what I found were silly songs about the internet A man in a red glow and a cat Is this your first time listening? Do you feel your heart glistening? Then would you do it all over again? It's not the coolest music tracks They're so loud, I'll get a heart attack Then would you do it all over again? Can I be proud of who I am then we play as loud as we like but we can’t forget the thing that keeps it in your mind its the thing that keeps you sane don’t forget the parts of art that make it yours Is this your first time listening? Do you feel your heart glistening? Then would you do it all over again? It's not the coolest music tracks They're so loud, I'll get a heart attack Then would you do it all over again? Can I be proud of who I am then